hello(:
talking to darr online(: i guess i have to try and understand whats going on.we argued the other day.and wow.guess what its about?going back.wth mann.the last time it happened,it was like the totally end thing.and that's probably one biggest mistake i made.jeez.too young to know anything.omg.so its half settled.not that its whoa so great or anything.but its a start.haiyer.i'm sad and all but i should just spend time with him whilst he's here right.i must thank elaine and xuewen for everything before the 25th(: so darr and i've decided that we shall just pretend i dont know about the move.and when it happens,which i dont wish for it to happen,i'll just have to.bear with it.yeah.coz he thinks its easy for me.well.IT ISNT.):






;I wish that we could both be there.